Nature is one thing I relearned to admire in the last two months, it's an fascinating feeling to dive through every layer of nature on our little planet. There's so much complexity and fascinating things to see from just being calm and open.

One thing I've noticed is that tech-savvy individuals, who often spend significant time in front of screens, tend to be drawn to nature and value this time. This is an interesting phenomenon, maybe you can relate.

Listening

Reading

• Friday Night Lights by H.G. Bissinger
• Say Nothing by Patrick Keefe (not sure I’ll finish this so may just drop off after this month)

My website's now feed is a bit of a mess. I wanted somewhere to post more regularly, but it just doesn't work as it is. It's all over the place.

So, I'm planning to merge my /notes and now sections into one big feed. I'll use filters and tags so you can still easily find what you're looking for.

September was the most relaxing month of the year. It’s interesting that came at the heels of the most stressful month of the year. Or probably not. Because I recognised what needed changing and changed it.

Here are the cliff notes for the month:

1. I stayed true to the ‘no obligations’ mantra. I pulled out of clubs, meetings, and projects that felt energy-draining and obligatory.
2. I let go of a long-term friendship that had been a source of much anxiety and distress. It was one of the hardest things I’ve done and took a lot of courage but I know that I did the right thing.
3. I declined to connect with people that I didn’t feel good connecting with.
4. I did connect with people that are uplifting and fun. I feel blessed to know them.
5. I started taking Sundays off for restaurant hopping.
6. I read 15 books – 10 non-fiction and 5 fiction.
7. I spent a lot of time reading books that are about ‘less but better’ such as Essentialism, Free to Focus, and The One Thing. These taught me the importance of not having too many goals. It’s critical to identify those things that are our highest forms of contribution to the world and focus our energy on them.

I haven’t written in a very long time. I see it as I see the dates. I have so much to write about. There have been moments when I have thought to myself - “yes, this happened. i should put it on the blog , yes. my internet nerds will like this.”

okay - i won’t try to remember everything. I have to be recent.

Very relatable. I love brunch, and the quiet time I get before anyone else is up. I admit to often counterproductively and obsessively thinking of how to best leverage this precious time, which, like Zeb keep me up and further away from it. When I just let it happen, it is Grand.

I went to a popular bookstore here today, called Blossoms’, and got a couple of books. I wasn’t intending to get any at first and I only went because of a friend, but then I started reading something with interest and after reading a few pages I thought that I should after all buy something. Let’s hope it’s not one of those times that I buy something and then never read it again.

I got a different book from the one I had started reading, and I understand that it sounds like a stupid thing to do, but I had my reasons. I am too lazy to explain, but I did get a new scientist book and then I saw one at the counter titled “The Beauty of Everyday Things” and it attracted me. I want to find beauty in everyday things. It’s my kind of philosophy. That there is beauty in everyday things. There are things to feel excited about which aren’t out of the ordinary. I want that, so that I don’t trivialize the ordinary.

I wanted to hear out the author’s take and explore my own beliefs more deeply. I read a couple of pages and so far I’ve not been disappointed. I am so excited that I’ll read a few more this night.

I’m done filing my ITR after all ehehe.

Life’s good. I need a job or a convincing reason to startup is all. I’m in some talks and experimentation. Might have an update on this at some point.

I started diversifying my skillset:

small business fundamentals software sales (B2B SaaS) digital marketing & SEO even a bit of policy & regulation & with that came much more perspective: I see the bigger picture of "product" much more clearly now

Let's build futures worth seeing

I'm back & I'm codin' again but this time it's different...

While the first read seems to indicate a desire to justify, perhaps even appreciate solitude rather than seek attention and romance, I hear something broader. Especially when replacing the term ‘anyone’ with ‘something’. I’m rarely at peace with rejecting something or someone, even when I have truly no interest. Saying no allows peace to be kept and judgment surrendered, ideally on both sides.